My Heart---Pain

Really unhappy this few days since he give me a bull shit answer..

I really don't mind if you does not appreciate me.. But I really care if you didn't RESPECT me!!
And.. I hate those people who always broke the promise!!
If you can't do it.. then don't make the promise..
What's the point you make the promise then you break it?
Is it fun??!!
Do you know that a word or a sentence also may hurts somebody deeply??!!
I'M NOT YOUR TOY!
You know that I really love you much but you always hurt me again and again and I'm so stupid to believe in you again and again!

Jelynn!! Please appreciate those who really cares you but not hurts you!

After that day... I didn't border you whenever I meet you..
I don't hope to do so.. But I really don't want to let myself get hurt anymore...

p/s.. HE is not my lover.. Don't simply say if you don't know anything.


After read somebody's blog..
My heart so pain /.\

I know.. Best friends sometimes also will dislike each..
But not everyone can be best friends..
Once become best friends.. you may be the soul for the another one..


Distance may be the reason to separate those best friends.. Exp: Me and YJ /.\
But seriously..
We never quarrel and argue before..
We always tolerate each..
She knows all my things but I know all her things..
She loves me much and I love her more!
This is why I say NOBODY CAN REPLACE HER IN MY HEART since primary school :)

But my heart really pain after view your blog..
I don't hope to see that..
You say I will angry and scold you after I see that post but seriously..
I feel more like wanna cry after see that..

No matter how angry I am.. 
I won't scold my siblings.. 

Previously.. You 2 always stick together..
But now..
Haiz.. /.\

I don't know what to say...

I know you 2 really loves each much..
But maybe because too love..
So..cause many problems pop out??

I need to say that..
You love him/her doesn't means that she/him need to love you too..
Sometimes she/he may be the world for you..
But to her/him..
You are just a dust..
This is fate..
This world is so unfair..
Try to accept it lahh :)

*I am sure that you know I am talking about YOU right??*