You are my.... BROTHER?

I said many times..
SIBLINGS is most important for me..
But..
Are you one of them?

I always keep thinking..
Why I can treat others well but not you?
Is it a human too degrading?

I know you are same..
You always treat others better than me...
I not really care..
But..
Since that day..
I really feel that..
I am just a dust.

Because of them..
You can don't care me anymore..
Because of them..
You don't even know who am I..
Because of them..
I really not look like your sister anymore!

If you really continue to be like that..
I rather don't have you as my brother seriously..
I can survive myself..

If you really can't do what I requested..
I don't mind you reject me or what..
But why you want to promise me if you don't want or can't do it??
I HATE THAT!

Since we small..
You already hurt me for many times..
I hate you actually..
But..
Since we grow up..
And we become matured..
I try to think postively..
But..
You are trying to hurt me again and again!

Sometimes..
My friends are more angry than me when they know how you treat me..
Some of them hate you too..
But I always try to help you to take care your image..
But now..
I am wondering..
Am I wrong?
I am stupid?
Or idiot?


Hey you!
Don't blame me because of treat other siblings well..
Although they are just my stepbrother or stepsister..
But they care me. respect me, and appreciate me!
And..
How about you?
Even your friends also can't believe and accept the way you treat me..
I never complain but they can see it..
So..
Is it my problem?
Or you should think about it?