29042012

Early in the morning, duty for Interact to sold out the coupon of food fair that sponsored by Rotary Club..
I sold finish at around 9am.. How success I am? >< Some of the parents are damn nice.. I remember got a lady after she bought the coupon from me.. Her daughter ask :'You can go mehh?' And she said 'can't go also never mind what.. Just give them a support!' And some more give us money but then they don't want the coupon.. Rich? I think they are nice laa :)
They said I can back already but I still continue help RuSin sold out hers.. Many juniors can't sold out the coupons.. The main reason is they don't know how to smile and the skill talk to those people! Feel that YoonWei and my smile most nice xDD He is so cute!! He push those juniors out and sold the coupons when there are some people.. Then the juniors got a bit look like kindergarden children ><
Bro bought a bouquet of flower that fold with paper for my future sister-in-law. :))
Around 11am.. I walk to Ah Jie's house then we go and have our lunch at Roti Bakar.. After that.. Bought pearl milk tea and we share it :) After the lunch.. 2 of us don't know increase how much calories d ==

Lunch :)

Then we chit-chat at her room :))

Dearest Ah Jie :)

Sorry ChoonHoong for can't attend your birthday party.. I know I will regret but..........................Okay. Fine.. I don't want talk about the reason anymore.. I know this is the 1st time almost all of the 4M2/2011 classmates gathered together but I absent for this party and gathering.. I know you all rock the party and enjoy it.. I really regret.

K. You use another person's phone and call me.. You ask me come for the party.. And I know that not because you want me to attend.. Is other people right? I know they asked you to phone me.. I told you the reason.. And you just don't want to listen it. From what you said.. I can know that you think you are important to me.. I will attend because of you.. So sorry to say that.. You overestimate yourself.. Actually the phone owner can talk to me but you is the one who talk to me.. And actually.. I just did what you did to me before.. I asked you out.. You give the bullshit answer as what I gave you just now.. You help me think the solution to solve my problem.. And why don't you use the same solution to solve your problems when I asked you out? Actually I don't want to think so much.. I always help you find the excuse for not attending any gathering or what. But you are like asking me to think those thing. Before end the call.. You use quite bad attitude and just said 'Fine'.. My mood seriously affected after receive your call.

我很清楚谁对我最重要

谁不希望有一个完美的家庭?

谁不希望一回到家就可以感受到家里的温暖?

谁不希望无论喜怒哀乐都可以和家人分享?

这一切  我渴望了很久

可是我想  这些渴望永远只是渴望

其中的一个原因

是我自己的态度吧?

我不知道为什么

兄弟姐妹  朋友  永远都比家人来得重要

不管发生什么事

第一个出现在我脑海的永远都是兄弟姐妹

父母永远不知道现在的我怎么了

真的病了

妈妈根本不知道

因为我一直努力的撑下去

但是兄弟姐妹

一直很担心我  怕我真的倒了

说真的

我承认我很需要别人的爱护

但我绝对不需要别人的同情

相信我的兄弟姐妹都很清楚

只要我还没倒下

我就不会认输

我很清楚我不是公主

那天 Pn.Tang Siew Ling 说母亲节快到了

可是现在的人只会记得朋友的生日

几时是母亲节 父亲节  根本都不知道

朋友的生日我们会提早准备

父母的呢?

我就是那一种人

我会很疯狂地为我的兄弟姐妹或者我亲爱的花费心思

无论他们对我怎样

我都会笑着原谅

但 家人呢?

从八年前开始

我就已经习惯

回到家就是一个人

我就是对着电话 电脑说话

我很确定  家人真的对我不是那么重要

你可以说我叛逆 我不会珍惜

我真的无话可说

Sister's Day @ Cameron

Sister's Day at Cameron Highlands :)
Feel like this is not a trip..
Is the days for us to take photo xDD

Don't want talk about the trip too much..
Just talk some unforgettable memories in this 2 days :)

When we had the lunch..
I don't feel like to eat much but then they keep asking me eat for the 2nd round..
I don't want eat and WenXin phone SuFen and complain to her!
I get shocked!
I talk to her through phone..

The very 1st time ><
She didn't scold me xDD

With Katherine :)

Walk back from 玫瑰园 with WenXin :)
We run along the road then keep sing the 听你说..
We are crazy and we know it ><

Night..
Have a steamboat..
1st time have a steamboat with so many people :)
After that..
Pasar malam!!
I walk with RuSin :)
I've been cheated for RM5!!
Really beh syok.

Back to room!
Me,WenXin and RuSin are getting crazy and crazy..
The room are like a pub..
Me and WenXin dance and RuSin takes the video!!
When we watch the video..
We laugh like hell!!
And many funny things happen in the 'pub'..

A night full with laughter :)

With WenXin :)

Crazy us :)

2nd day..
We go to Ladang MARDI..
There is so beautiful!
3 of us take a lot of photo there ;)
I didn't saw the apple tree :(

With RuSin :)

Sweet  ♥   I love this most:)

WenXin looks moody after this..
Maybe I keep talking to RuSin?
Sorry my dear..
Those thing you will know it later..
Just that time..
Not so suitable for 3 of us to talk it :)

Go to 霹雳洞..
Walk to the top of the cave with RuSin..
Our leg are damn tired..
But I stream a lot of sweat..
Feel good!

Keep singing when back to Penang.
I know somebody keep looking at me xD
I don't care..

That's me :)

As long as I enjoy :)


Just slept 7 hours for 2 days..
And I didn't get sick!
Just my face getting worst..


Today's Cameron is totally different with previous..
Didn't feel cold..
Haizzzz..

My Love.. Haizzz

Have an education fair at Bayan Lepas..
Just 5E1 and 5S3 students involved.

There are so many people there!!
Don't feel like wanna ask anything..
Just feel wanna faint and vomit..

Me,AhJie and Shuang come out and rest..
I meet my love > YanJin..

Actually when I saw students of PCGHS also come to the fair..
I wish to meet her..
And God let me meet her..

She is so thin..
And she looks difference compare to previous..
She didn't join with many friends anymore..
She just join with 1 friend.
Is she moody?
Seriously..
I jealous when I saw her with her friend..
This scene let me think back our memory..
Why I am not the girl who standing beside her and talking to her right now?

We just smile to each..
I didn't walk to her..
And she didn't walk to me.
Then we continue chat with our own NEW friend..

Actually..
I hurt..
But I know..
She got her new life..
As long as she happy..
Then I really don't mind..

Is it the last meet for me and her?
I know she will go overseas to study after SPM..
When will we meet again?

Although maybe we not really means a lot to each anymore..
But her position in my heart never change..
Nobody can replace her ;)
*I said it since primary*

My love :)

With Ah Jie :))

15042012..
A day with my dearest Ah Jie :)

After tuition..
Straight go Queensbay..
While waiting Jie..
Go and buy present for Shuang..
Then go Chatime and buy Pearl Milk Tea as my lunch :)

My lunch :)

After Ah Jie reach..
Go and buy ticket for movies :)

Steer Dance 2 & We Not Naughty

After buy the ticket..

Go and visit my beloved Ah Jie and also my idol :)

Actually quite nervous ><

The 1st time meet her after we become sister xD

She is damn busy..

Just talk to her awhile then we go and watch movie..

Street Dance 2 is damn nice!

Feel like wanna dance too!!

The main girl character is pretty and attractive!

We Not Naughty nice too :)

I think it is more suitable for parents and children watch it together..

Feel touched but I didn't cry :)

After movie..

Find my beloved Ah Jie again..

She come out and take photo with me!!

Finally!!

Wahahaha.. xDD

Beloved AhJie and idol > SuFen :)

Dearest and cutest AhJie > XuanJinn :)

I just have they 2 as my Jiejie :)

After chat with her..

She go back and work..

Then we back :)

Sorry my dearest AhJie, XJ.. 

Let you scolded by your mum /.\


Actually I can just go 1st avenue to watch movies..
But I go Queensbay..
Just because wanna visit her..
I don't know when I can go out and meet her after today..


To those who wanna jio me out..
Sorry..
You are late ><
As I promise..
This is my last outing :)

You will be okayy :)

Today..
My dear mei had a sad case..
And she cried..
After she cool down..
I only go and comfort her..
She is okay after that :)

Mei...
Jie is here to support you..
Don't worry..
You will be okay :)

Talk with YiTong before the rumah sukan..
After Form 3..
I didn't talk with her for so long..

While talking with her..
My heart feel pain again..
There are so many things I don't know..
And my heart really pain after knowing all this..

I listen to her..
I can feel that she is damn disappointed and sad because of something..
Arghhhh!!

No matter what..
I still believe in you and support you ;)

Pray for Them

This is not the 1st time I feel the earthquake in my life..
But is the 1st time I feel so serious..

I am taking a nap..
The earthquake wake me up!
I lie on the bed and I don't dare to wake up..
I look at the water on the table..
The water keep shaking..
It stay for a long time!
Few minutes lehh!!
Last time just awhile then didn't have any feel d..
But other country face a very serious earthquake or even tsunami..
This time I can feel it strongly!
How about the country??

When it stop..
I wake up and my mum say she wanna faint..
But she ok after awhile..
I online..
My home just full of earthquake post..
Sigh..
Disappointed of this generation..
Just think for themselves!
Some more say they are so scared they will die..
They haven't do this do that..
Hope tomorrow is school holiday again because of this..
Really scared for the end of the world..
And some more still play the fool say wanna go beach..


Hey!
Do you know these sentences hurt how many millions of people???
They are fighting with this natural disaster!
Their house gone..
Their family gone..
And what the hell you are talking about?
Didn't pray for them..
Fine..
But JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!
USELESS BITCH!!

May God bless those victims..
I pray for you :)

You are my.... BROTHER?

I said many times..
SIBLINGS is most important for me..
But..
Are you one of them?

I always keep thinking..
Why I can treat others well but not you?
Is it a human too degrading?

I know you are same..
You always treat others better than me...
I not really care..
But..
Since that day..
I really feel that..
I am just a dust.

Because of them..
You can don't care me anymore..
Because of them..
You don't even know who am I..
Because of them..
I really not look like your sister anymore!

If you really continue to be like that..
I rather don't have you as my brother seriously..
I can survive myself..

If you really can't do what I requested..
I don't mind you reject me or what..
But why you want to promise me if you don't want or can't do it??
I HATE THAT!

Since we small..
You already hurt me for many times..
I hate you actually..
But..
Since we grow up..
And we become matured..
I try to think postively..
But..
You are trying to hurt me again and again!

Sometimes..
My friends are more angry than me when they know how you treat me..
Some of them hate you too..
But I always try to help you to take care your image..
But now..
I am wondering..
Am I wrong?
I am stupid?
Or idiot?


Hey you!
Don't blame me because of treat other siblings well..
Although they are just my stepbrother or stepsister..
But they care me. respect me, and appreciate me!
And..
How about you?
Even your friends also can't believe and accept the way you treat me..
I never complain but they can see it..
So..
Is it my problem?
Or you should think about it?

07042012 :)

Activity of Interact Club today-- Paint the bike park :)

After activity.. 

I was so rush and faster go back class to give my beloved the present..

I don't want she open it in front of me
Because damn paisheh ><

I ask her smile before open and only open it when she is free xD

Then I run to the school gate..

Guess what?

Prefect find mahuan again..

I still can run out xDD

The very 1st time ponteng activity because wanna out with friends :)

I 1010am reach home and faster change the clothes and run to bus stop to wait bus..

Just wait for the bus around 15 min :)

Quite lucky but damn hot!

Quite pro ma me xD

I didn't late and I'm not the last one who reach xD

A day with Jessica, KeXin. Syushilil and TeikKeong :)

1st time hang out with classmates of 5E1/2012 :)

We watch Titanic 3D at 11am..

This is the very 1st time I watch movie in 3D :)

Meet Pauline and Emily there :)

I cried ><

But just a bit laa..

Cause I already get ready..

Won't so touch baa xD

'I don't have his picture.. But he always live in my mind'

Said by Rose..

I like it!!

After that..

We go redbox!

I received her message!

She really get surprise and she feel touch!!

But.. I write her name wrongly==

Sia sui!

When I read her message..

They sing 'You Raise Me Up'..

I feel like wanna cry!!

OMG!

But I really happy when receive her message..

I already said that she will surprise and appreciate it!

And she does! :D

Bro keep sms and phone me when I sing..

Keep luan and say can't fetch me after Wendy's birthday party..

But he promised me last night..

What can I do?

Just say sorry to Wendy and back to home lurr..

After redbox..

Have a dinner at Oldtown..

There have a battle for dance..

Meet Ah Mui and Pauline with her friends there again! 

Hehe :)

KeXin back after dinner..

We go Prangin shop awhile and I bought present for Shuang..

I also buy a necklace for myself :)

Then we back :)

Girls :)

Syushilil and TeikKeong :)

Tired :)

My leg like getting worst and worst..

Hiazzz..

Sorry my dearest..

I really dislike go to clinic or hospital to see doctor..

Feel GOOD :)

4.4.2012..
School holiday because Cheng Beng..

After account tuition..
Go Mcd with my beloved Shuang again :)

I told her the everything :)
We chit-chat there..
Always unwittingly learn something when chat with her :)

What have I learned today?

Actually that is not hard to put down the one you care and love :)
There is a way..
I can put down and forget something or someone easily and happily :)
And..
I may have a new start!
That is GREAT! :)

I like this way and I really enjoy it :)
Cause I have a new chance :)


Will we become serious?
And what if it really be true?
I don't want to think it..


I'm just giving me a chance to have a new start :)



2nd thing..
I am so happy that when my beloved get shocked although I just say that I will give her the present by this coming Sat..
Actually I already expect she will get shocked before I tell her xDD
I bet she will more shocked and happy after she receive it :)
Her reaction let me feel more confidence to done the surprise..
I don't know will she like the surprise or not..
But I do believe she will appreciate it :)

Smile :)

What I promise I will try to do it :)

A Beautiful Start for My April 2012 :)

April fool..
I don't have any idea how to fool others but then nobody fooled me successfully :)

My March 2012 end with a nice full stop and my April 2012 has a beautiful start..
How amazing it is?
I had been long time didn't enjoy this sweet life :)

Really happy because of something..
What is that?
I don't think I wanna to say it out :)

Hey you.
You are the only one who knows all the things..
I trust you so I only tell you ..
I hope you won't disappoint me :)


I am ready all the materials to done the surprise!
I bet the one who receive this will really feel surprise!
Wish me good luck and everything goes smoothly :)