This is my result.
BM B+
BI A
1119 B
BC A-
MATH A
SCIENCE A-
ECONOMY A+
ACCOUNT A
LCCI A
MORAL A+
HISTORY B+
When we reach school, RuShuang just go 1 of the counter get the result. I just follow her cause we're in the same class last year. After she get it, it's my turn! After I say my name and sign, they give me a file (contain result and so on). I didn't check the name and just faster look at the result. OHNO! BM C! The rest C+ or C! I totally get shocked! After that, they only say that's not mine! That time I just relax a bit. THAT'S NOT MINE! Then they said 'Yours is in DK1, faster go and take!' They look so excited! And SueYing said I get 7A's or above d! I still shocked that time. Is it true?? I walk to DK1 myself. I just saw many Science stream and M1 students there. After go in, Miss Koay ask me sign at the name list there and give me the result. I already know what's my result when I sign. I get 8A's. My class just me get 8A's and KeXin get 7A's. So I really proud!
Those friends who really love and care about me feel happy when they saw me in DK1, that's means I get good result too. After they see my result, keep praising me :)
I just wanna say that, I don't really have any feeling with this result. Yupp. I never expect I can get 8A's, but I seriously expect my BM can get A+, but I don't even get an A-. This is the subject I care the most but...
After we take photo, I go and find Pn. Tan Swee Chin, my econ teacher :) I really very proud and said '老师 我没有对不起你 还有 我没有输给哥哥!' She said '这是最爽的事情 对吗?' I again said ‘对！我一直都被别人看不起 UPSR 我赢他 PMR 他赢我 SPM 我们都一样 所以我没输!'
I sms and phone my parents, dearest sister, WenXin and RuSin, SuFen, Aily and FangYin tell them my result. I don't dare to sms or phone my BM tuition teacher, Pn. Loh B.B just because I already seriously disappoint myself, how dare I disappoint her?? @@ Everyone who know my result just keep congratz me and praise me. Thank you :D I can feel that all of you feel more happy than me! HAHAHA. Many of you ask me what reward I want. I reject all. Why? Study hard and get this result is what should I do and this is my responsibility. So, I really don't need any reward. Thanks ;)
But Pn. Loh B.B phone me after awhile. She said she seriously disappointed.. Hmm. Sorry, teacher :x
But Pn. Loh B.B phone me after awhile. She said she seriously disappointed.. Hmm. Sorry, teacher :x
I definitely won't go Form 6. I already plan and decide go to Disted College :D I won't regret on my decision :) Thanks those who give me advice for my future!
Lastly, I just wanna say about my feeling. Allow me say it in Chinese :)
我拿到这个成绩 我真的没有特别开心 可以说 我根本没感觉 这跟当初我拿UPSR 和 PMR 的成绩一样 我的确很紧张 可是拿成绩的那一刻 我还真的没有感觉 说真的 这次的成绩不在我的预料之内 它比我预料的好很多 我没感觉 可能我觉得这本来就是我应该得到的 在拿成绩前 我还真的幻想过 我不是直接拿到成绩 我可以进去礼堂拿成绩(表示是拿到佳绩) 今天, 它再也不是一个幻想 我真的做到了! 我来自5E1，是很多人看不好的一班 我也想过 我就是要考出好成绩 也可能就是我班的唯一可以进礼堂 我可以跟其他人一起拍照 我的名字有机会被登在报纸上 证明我也可以跟理科班的人一样 甚至好过他们! 而今天, 我也真的做到了 !
虽然我没有拿到全科特优 比起那些考到13A's 的 我还是很差.. 但是我觉得我有资格骄傲了!
我只是真的很想证明 我真的可以 我真的做到了 那些看不起我的人 麻烦头抬高一点 不然就真的看不到我 可能这一句, 显得我很骄傲 但是我觉得我有资格讲 这一刻 我有资格!!
其实 我最想要证明的不是我做到了 我真正最想要证明的是 那些看不起我的人 你们彻底的错了! 看不起我 ,那现在的你们有比我好吗? 或者是跟我一样而已?
我就是这样 有一个很特别的性格 我会让那些看不起我的人后悔 我会让那些看不起我的人最后连他自己也看不起自己 我不是因为你们看不起, 才要去拚给你们看 我根本不会去在意你们的眼光. 我拚是为了我自己 至于你们 我只不过是要你们后悔这样看我而已!
从我出生开始 就一直被人踩着 那些踩我的人 怎样? 脚痛了吗? 累了吗? 我不是温室里的小花 我是生长在外面的野草 不管你怎样踩 我依然还可以抬起头 我依然可以很倔强的走下去!
这一次 我真的为自己感到很骄傲
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