D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.T.E.D

Finally, Trial is over! Say BYE to trial and say Hi to SPM!

This time my result is not satisfied for sure..And I regress a lot @@ Sorry to all my teachers, family, those who keep give me supports and MYSELF..

The 1st day of exam, happen something that let me collapse for few days.. It really influence me a lot..
Coming to 2nd week of exam, another sad thing happen again.. Ishhkkk! The 3rd week, the last week of exam, something that troubled me for a long time happened again! @@ Why those things happen on me when I am fighting??!!
My God, is it the challenges you want to give me and test how brave I am?? Hmm.. Sorry.. I  lose :'( I can't do it..

Okayy.. I should not have those excuse.. I should be responsible for my results.. Just really sorry to everyone especially some teachers and feel very disappointed on myself!

The subject that I improve the most is BI.. *never expect it* I am the 2nd highest score in my class.. Lol* The 2nd time my script become example and let everyone form my class copy it. Feel shame actually, cause it is not really good@@ Actually I put more effort in my BC and BM.. But my BM regress especially my essay.. DISAPPOINTED. My BC essay still okayy, and I am the 2nd highest score in my class too..But I'm still not satisfied with it. Is it just like the saying ' the more you care, the more you lost' ?

1 and a half month to SPM! Good luck to everyone!
PMR is coming! All the BEST to all PMR candidates 2012 :D

Goodbye, Dixon

10th of September > My cousin, Dixon fly to Russia to study the department of medicine..
Hmm.. I didn't attend his farewell since I having my trial and having tuition when he is having the farewell party :'( He will only back to Malaysia on next year September!!

Anyway, wish you good luck and all the best in your study.. Have a safe trip :) I will miss you and I believe the one who will miss you the most is your family and your love baa? :'( Remember keep in touch with us especially your love and family :)

We will wait you back.. And I think I should call you Dr. Liew when I meet you next time :D
Goodbye, see you next year! Hope you still can recognize your pretty cousin here xD

Kun Shen's 17th Birthday

8th of September night > KunShen' birthday party :)

The birthday boy come and fetch me go to his house..  He just birthday, of course haven't pass the car test and haven't learn too!
It's damn dangerous and scary.. LOL* -skip-

Finally I come to his house! His house is really nice and big! I think just the garden of his house already is double and even more bigger than my house -,-

Around 30 people attend the party.. All of the guest come from different schools and place.. He is so famous!

Seriously.. Many of us not really enjoy it.. This is the first time I attend a birthday party which not looks like a BIRTHDAY party.. LOL* The first time I attend a BIRTHDAY party which doesn't have birthday cake and nobody sing the birthday song.. @@ There are some people singing karaoke, some of them sit at living room and chit-chat, some of them barbecue-ing and some of them chatting at the small summer house there.. Each group of people doing different things and never be together.. I understand all of us don't know each.. But since it is a birthday party, and we are at the birthday boy's house, we should help him celebrate it together, right? But all of us doesn't look like celebrating, just like go his house and do our own things.. My love still said 'Maybe he feel that ask many people come to his house means celebrate his birthday d..' LOL*

I joined with Hui-Chuin, ShuNing, JiaYi and EeTyng.. All of us just busy barbecue-ing and chatting.. And we feel that except eat, there's no point anymore @@
Nobody care about us include the birthday boy too.. Is this a party?? My love said 'We just give him face'. Yupp.. I agree with that.. Since he is the birthday boy, he is the main character of the day, how he celebrate his birthday is his business.. And since he invited us, we just attend and give him a wish..

We are together all the time :)

With my beloved and love :D

When we wanna back, Wilson's car can't start the engine! It's 1130pm that time @@ Luckily he is not the only one drive car to this party.. When I reached home, it's already 1210am.. The 2nd time I back home at midnight ==

The thing I feel happy is I meet back a lot of 2G/2009 classmates! You know they are different with other classmates.. Many people just different class for few months, then the friendship change.. But we never!! It's already 3 years we not in a same class! We also seldom meet each and have been a long time didn't get together ! But they never refuse to help you when you need helps and we always can talk very freely :D Found that all of us become more mature in this 3 years, but the things which never change is they still so funny xD We always proud to say 'We born at 2G!' :D I love them ♥

It's September! Many friends and most of them are my love are September baby yo!!
2nd of Sept > Ron Ng
6th of Sept > Michelle Lee
8th of Sept > ZiWan & KunShen
10th of Sept > SuFen
11th of Sept > S.H.E
14th of Sept > Jeneal & WengLok
17th of Sept > WenXin
21st of Sept > EeTyng & KeanWei
23rd of Sept > Calvin Teoh
24th of Sept > Rigel Goh
27th of Sept > ChengJin
28th of Sept > SueYing
Wow! Happy Birthday, my September baby! Sorry for no present for all my September baby except KunShen because I attended his birthday party == So sorry for that :'( September may be your lucky month but for me, it is a stressful month @@ Hey my September baby, your Fans / Aunt / Jiejie / AhMui / Mummy / Dajie / Darling / Student / Friend is here and always love you all ♥ #suddenly found that I have so many different identity# LOL*

不完整 .... 完美

第一次感觉自己比空气还透明
第一次觉得自己成了没装电池的电灯泡
第一次感觉自己是被遗弃的跟班
第一次觉得自己被人敷衍的资格也没有
第一次感觉不到自己的存在感
第一次跟你的距离明明就不到一米  但感觉上我们之间有一片汪洋
第一次被人无视 忽略到这种程度 @@

短短的大约25分钟 你送我了好多第一次 真是谢谢! :)

最痛的不是被无视了 而是我们的距离远得太可怕了..

我试着追着你的步伐 可我怎么追也跟不上
或许我们的路根本就不同
不管我兜了几圈  我还是回到了自己的原点
而你  不知已走到了哪里
你的背影在我眼里慢慢地 慢慢地模糊  然后  消失了
我们拥有属于自己的旅程 根本不可能一起走

拼图本来就少了一块
我找了好久
当我以为我找到了  就快要完成我那美丽的那一幅图时
别人却比我快一步抢到那块拼图

或许那个根本就不是属于我的拼图
那只不过是一个错觉
如果拼错了 只会让我的图显得更丑陋
属于我的拼图我会继续寻找
我知道你在某个角落等着我
可是就算找不到也没关系
或许我的这幅图 就是因不完整而完美 :)

我宁愿我的那幅图有一些些缺陷
这样至少我还会努力地去把它变得完美
如果本来就很完整 那么还有什么意义存在呢?

给别人机会

这几天 又不知不觉中明白了一些事情

之前 都是自己太执着
只是没察觉到
就因为这样
我错过了很多很多美好的风景 错过了一些简单的快乐 错过了平凡的满足感

就因为我太喜欢某一样东西  而不想接受其他类似的东西
我一直认为我所喜欢的是最好的
所以特别挑剔其他东西 甚至鸡蛋里挑骨头
根本不给其他的机会
当中  我知道我伤害了不少人
自己也失去了很多

直到自己不知不觉地去尝试了其他东西
慢慢的才发现到 其实东西看似一样 但其实根本就不一样啊
就算是算是双胞胎 也有不一样的地方
就算是同一家公司 同样的一包咖啡 但里面的咖啡粉的分量不可能完全一样
所以说  每个人 事 物 都有他们特别 不一样的地方
我们应该给每个人一个机会
或许我们还是会认为自己当初喜欢的比较好  但是我们至少先给别人机会
每个人喜欢的东西不可能会一样嘛
太过执着只会让自己失去更多

给别人一个机会  也给自己一个机会 :)

谢谢你   一个陌生人兼一个好老板
你并没有直接地教了我这些 你也不知道你当了我的老师 
只是你的态度 你的好 忽然让我明白了很多 :')