已经那么多年了 也应该看透了 习惯了
心 冷了 眼泪 也该干了
人生里 最不公平的事 我想 也在我每天的生活中发生了
忍了那么多年 除了忍 还是忍
我没有权利说些什么
我也没有哪个力气再去吵
和我比较熟的人 有时候比我还生气 还为我打抱不平
谢谢你们 我不需要你们为我做些什么
这只能证明 我还够勇敢 我还是一样常常以笑容面对大家
和我比较不熟的人 会觉得你很好 你一定对我很好
因为你对他们非常好
有谁知道 他们是他们 我是我?
有些人就会说 '他以后一定会珍惜你的'
刚开始 我还天真地相信 你真的会
原来 我还真的够傻 去相信一个不可能发生的事
对别人 你答应过的事一定要做到
你总觉得你亏欠他们
对我 你每件小事都在计较
对别的女生 你总是轻声细语
对我呢? 喜欢喊就喊吗?
你把我当成什么?
为你做了那么多事 是我的责任
让你随便地骂 是应该的?
这一切一切 我真的真的已经习惯了
我也从来不计较
因为如果要计较 我计较不完
我也很认真地想过 我到底哪里做错? 我到底有哪个地方让你非常讨厌?
可是 不管我怎么做 你还是一样
是不是我过度的纵容 让你越来越过分?
对于你的名誉 我已经听到很多闲言闲语了
我还帮忙维护
可是 我在想 我需要这么做吗?
我知道你比我强 你比我聪明
我只想说 我做到的事 你未必能做到!
我不能说 你不会珍惜现在我对你的好 你一定会后悔
因为也许 你根本不需要我 在你的生命里 我什么也不是
别人的一切永远比我重要 在你心中 我根本就没有存在
一直以来 都是我一厢情愿 对吗?
Monday, 30 July 2012
Sunday, 29 July 2012
My Very Last Activity in HEHS
The 4th week of July 2012 >> My very last activity in secondary school, HEHS and the very last time I wear the uniforms
26072012--My last rumah sukan :) Enjoy it much with Wendy and Wee Theng :) 3 of us are so crazy.. They bright up my day and make my last rumah sukan so wonderful :D
28072012--My last activity in KPA and Interact..
KPA have the AGM and I just involved in it for 1 hour with JunShiang, PheiWen and YeeBeng.. For us.. There are no meaning for us to stay.. Most of the new AJK, we don't even know who are them.. So what's the point we continue to stay there? Me, YeeBeng and JunShiang not even wear the second-u to the AGM.. /.\ Actually we have the surat pengecualian from Interact cause we have Installation on that day too..
After we out from KPA, 4 of us go and have an early lunch :) Finally, JunShiang treat me eat as he promised me last time :) YeeBeng treat PheiWen..
After that, we back to school and I help the incoming girl's committees for their costume cause they are wearing formal dress :)
This year our theme of our Installation Day is 'Amazing Thailand' :)
I don't know why Hui-Chuin, ChoonYi and YingRen didn't join us for this activity.. That day ChoonYi still said that they will go /.\ It's too bad.. They are my love but we didn't join the last activity together @@
This year's performances are quite good!! Finally I love Chinese Orchestra :D They played the song 那些年 and 给我一首歌的时间.. All of us are so high when they are performing! Well done!
After the performances, we have a break.. After break they have the games.. But me, YiTong, ShuNing and LeeJie don't want to join the games and we just out to school and go to food court have our ice kacang :)
YT and LJ are so sweet ♥ I sincerely hope that their relationship can last long :)
We talk many things about St.John.. Hmm.. They know I really love and support them and I become their 半分子! I can't join their activities but I give fully support on their every activities :D They still say that they will design their 3rd u just for 2011/2012 committee members and they will give me 1 too :DD I hope that they won't forget it cause I really hope to have 1 of their t-shirt :)
We back to the hall and they haven't finished their games.. We just sit at there and our incoming boy's committee are so high and imitate 萧煌奇 sing 你是我的眼! We laugh non-stop when they are singing! :D
After that, it's time for prize giving ceremony.. Then we take group's photo :)
I don't have any photo here but you can visit my Facebook.. There will have some photos tagged by our awesome photographers :D
This year Installation done quite successfully.. Everybody do enjoy it much and they are so high! Well done our incoming committee members! Keep it up! :D
I do enjoy my last activity :) Thank you for everything :D I gonna miss you all :')
26072012--My last rumah sukan :) Enjoy it much with Wendy and Wee Theng :) 3 of us are so crazy.. They bright up my day and make my last rumah sukan so wonderful :D
28072012--My last activity in KPA and Interact..
KPA have the AGM and I just involved in it for 1 hour with JunShiang, PheiWen and YeeBeng.. For us.. There are no meaning for us to stay.. Most of the new AJK, we don't even know who are them.. So what's the point we continue to stay there? Me, YeeBeng and JunShiang not even wear the second-u to the AGM.. /.\ Actually we have the surat pengecualian from Interact cause we have Installation on that day too..
After we out from KPA, 4 of us go and have an early lunch :) Finally, JunShiang treat me eat as he promised me last time :) YeeBeng treat PheiWen..
After that, we back to school and I help the incoming girl's committees for their costume cause they are wearing formal dress :)
This year our theme of our Installation Day is 'Amazing Thailand' :)
I don't know why Hui-Chuin, ChoonYi and YingRen didn't join us for this activity.. That day ChoonYi still said that they will go /.\ It's too bad.. They are my love but we didn't join the last activity together @@
This year's performances are quite good!! Finally I love Chinese Orchestra :D They played the song 那些年 and 给我一首歌的时间.. All of us are so high when they are performing! Well done!
After the performances, we have a break.. After break they have the games.. But me, YiTong, ShuNing and LeeJie don't want to join the games and we just out to school and go to food court have our ice kacang :)
YT and LJ are so sweet ♥ I sincerely hope that their relationship can last long :)
We talk many things about St.John.. Hmm.. They know I really love and support them and I become their 半分子! I can't join their activities but I give fully support on their every activities :D They still say that they will design their 3rd u just for 2011/2012 committee members and they will give me 1 too :DD I hope that they won't forget it cause I really hope to have 1 of their t-shirt :)
We back to the hall and they haven't finished their games.. We just sit at there and our incoming boy's committee are so high and imitate 萧煌奇 sing 你是我的眼! We laugh non-stop when they are singing! :D
After that, it's time for prize giving ceremony.. Then we take group's photo :)
I don't have any photo here but you can visit my Facebook.. There will have some photos tagged by our awesome photographers :D
This year Installation done quite successfully.. Everybody do enjoy it much and they are so high! Well done our incoming committee members! Keep it up! :D
I do enjoy my last activity :) Thank you for everything :D I gonna miss you all :')
Sunday, 22 July 2012
Last AGM of School's Club For Me
Few clubs have their AGM today including Interact Club..
Hmm.. I have nothing to comment and really speechless for our AGM..
Just walk away after the AGM finished.. Don't think that stay at there still have any meaning.. It's really MEANINGLESS
Saw many photos from St.John and Scouts..
Can feel that they are very happy because they finally 'retired'..
But when I view those photos, my tears gonna drop cause it is so touching..
Their photos damn nice and I think I never took those kind of photos because I not really have teammates :'(
They are in a team and become teammate for a long period.. They are always together and never leave each no matter what..
When I was Form 1, I hope that I can be very active in my activities and I do believe the friendship between teammate is more real and last long compared to classmate or a simple schoolmate..
Teammate will accompany us in every obstacle, get scolded together, cried together, laughed together, be crazy together, shared the award together, done those project together and so on...
I really active in my Dance Club and KPA.. But I know I not really have the potential to dance those dance.. KPA.. I admit I really have a lot of sweet memories there.. But just until Form 2 or 3.. There are too many things disappoint me.. Work hard doesn't mean that you can achieve an award or what.. Nowadays.. All the people just do their things through relation..
Since I quit Dance Club and join Interact Club.. I also be very active.. But there have the same problem.. I need to said that again.. Work hard doesn't mean that you can achieve an award or what..
So until now.. I don't have teammates.. I admit I envy.. This is the biggest thing that I regret.. There is no chance for me to have teammates accompany me for 3-5 years after I graduate from secondary school :((
But I do have some best friends in my Interact Club.. Although we not really do something special or what together in the club.. But our friendship is valuable :) They are YiTong, ShuNing, Hui-Chuin, XinNi, YeeBeng, LeeJie, WenXin, RuSin and so on.. I know most of them before I joined the club but we become more close after join this club :)
I believe normal friends may forget and leave us.. But teammates.. They mostly won't :')
Appreciate your teammates :)
Hmm.. I have nothing to comment and really speechless for our AGM..
Just walk away after the AGM finished.. Don't think that stay at there still have any meaning.. It's really MEANINGLESS
Saw many photos from St.John and Scouts..
Can feel that they are very happy because they finally 'retired'..
But when I view those photos, my tears gonna drop cause it is so touching..
Their photos damn nice and I think I never took those kind of photos because I not really have teammates :'(
They are in a team and become teammate for a long period.. They are always together and never leave each no matter what..
When I was Form 1, I hope that I can be very active in my activities and I do believe the friendship between teammate is more real and last long compared to classmate or a simple schoolmate..
Teammate will accompany us in every obstacle, get scolded together, cried together, laughed together, be crazy together, shared the award together, done those project together and so on...
I really active in my Dance Club and KPA.. But I know I not really have the potential to dance those dance.. KPA.. I admit I really have a lot of sweet memories there.. But just until Form 2 or 3.. There are too many things disappoint me.. Work hard doesn't mean that you can achieve an award or what.. Nowadays.. All the people just do their things through relation..
Since I quit Dance Club and join Interact Club.. I also be very active.. But there have the same problem.. I need to said that again.. Work hard doesn't mean that you can achieve an award or what..
So until now.. I don't have teammates.. I admit I envy.. This is the biggest thing that I regret.. There is no chance for me to have teammates accompany me for 3-5 years after I graduate from secondary school :((
But I do have some best friends in my Interact Club.. Although we not really do something special or what together in the club.. But our friendship is valuable :) They are YiTong, ShuNing, Hui-Chuin, XinNi, YeeBeng, LeeJie, WenXin, RuSin and so on.. I know most of them before I joined the club but we become more close after join this club :)
I believe normal friends may forget and leave us.. But teammates.. They mostly won't :')
Appreciate your teammates :)
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| See how happy and how good their friendship is :) |
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| Don't you feel that they are so sweet and don't you feel touch and envy? |
Thursday, 19 July 2012
运动会最后的感言
说真的 自己很久没有操步了
以前的我会很甘愿地站在太阳下操练
但那是很久以前的事
这两天 为了运动会
我回到最初的太阳底下
虽然很热 很辛苦 但是只要懂得享受当中的乐趣 值得的
看着她为了喊口令 声音沙了
看着她的汗水 眼泪流了下来
我的心 真得很痛很痛
每次发现当别人有难时 我又不懂得怎样去慰问
自己承认 我真的很失败
恒毅中学每年的运动会都会让我很感动
因为我可以看到很多很多团体的精神 还有很多运动员的精神
自己曾经是一个运动员 也是代表制服团体步操的团员
所以自己也很明白当中的辛苦
看着他们永不放弃 坚持到底的精神 我实在佩服也对他们致敬
今年也许是我人生最后一年的运动会
所得到感动应该更多
可是 今年我完全没有感动 反而只有不甘愿 失望 绝望
人生就是有那么多的不公平
有时候 运气和关系就是胜过实力
但我总是相信 没有人一生好运 关系又能靠多久?
有实力的人 一定会成功
或许现在不被别人认同 但那荣誉一定是属于你
做人对得起自己的良心就好
谁表现好 谁表现得不好
大家都可以看得出来
都说这是一个现实的社会
会有许许多多的因素而出现不公平的结果
但是既然已成事实 那也是无法改变的事实
能做的就是放下 为下次再努力 再努力
如果不能为一件事情划上句号 那么永远不可能会有更好的事情发生
哭过就好了 我们不会因为这些不公平而被打败 对不对?
输不代表失败 做好自己 对得起自己 尽了全力 就是成功了
要学会坚强 笑着面对 我们不要怕 真正的对手只是我们自己
以前的我会很甘愿地站在太阳下操练
但那是很久以前的事
这两天 为了运动会
我回到最初的太阳底下
虽然很热 很辛苦 但是只要懂得享受当中的乐趣 值得的
看着她为了喊口令 声音沙了
看着她的汗水 眼泪流了下来
我的心 真得很痛很痛
每次发现当别人有难时 我又不懂得怎样去慰问
自己承认 我真的很失败
恒毅中学每年的运动会都会让我很感动
因为我可以看到很多很多团体的精神 还有很多运动员的精神
自己曾经是一个运动员 也是代表制服团体步操的团员
所以自己也很明白当中的辛苦
看着他们永不放弃 坚持到底的精神 我实在佩服也对他们致敬
今年也许是我人生最后一年的运动会
所得到感动应该更多
可是 今年我完全没有感动 反而只有不甘愿 失望 绝望
人生就是有那么多的不公平
有时候 运气和关系就是胜过实力
但我总是相信 没有人一生好运 关系又能靠多久?
有实力的人 一定会成功
或许现在不被别人认同 但那荣誉一定是属于你
做人对得起自己的良心就好
谁表现好 谁表现得不好
大家都可以看得出来
都说这是一个现实的社会
会有许许多多的因素而出现不公平的结果
但是既然已成事实 那也是无法改变的事实
能做的就是放下 为下次再努力 再努力
如果不能为一件事情划上句号 那么永远不可能会有更好的事情发生
哭过就好了 我们不会因为这些不公平而被打败 对不对?
输不代表失败 做好自己 对得起自己 尽了全力 就是成功了
要学会坚强 笑着面对 我们不要怕 真正的对手只是我们自己
Wednesday, 18 July 2012
Last Sport's Day In HEHS
18072012#HEHS#annual#sport's day#SURPRISE#SUCKS
This is the 1st year I am not the athlete and not represent my uniform body.. I am just take part in the marching for my blue team.. Such a failure! The last year of my sport's day but I am just the one who marching!
Rehearsal for 2 times.. Our 2nd time is better than the 1st time.. Every uniform bodies and houses keep cheering for themselves before the sport's day start.. I love that feel!
Every marching teams try their best to perform well.. I am so nervous when we get ready to march.. I am nervous not for myself,my team and my uniform body.. But is because of my dearest St.John.. 1 of the reason I so care St.John this year is because the commander is my beloved Hui-Chuin and my love,YiTong and ShuNing are there..
After finish marching,the events start.. I am not the athlete this year but I help my team members accept the rewards 2 times! Damn shame!
I also keep cheering for my blue team members when they are running.. I love that feel too!
JunShiang is the leader of Purple team but I think he had an accident last night.. His hand and leg injured and at last he not take part in any event.. Feel so sorry for not go and greet him :/
Finally the day ends.. But it ends very imperfectly!
1st of all.. Congratulation to those uniform bodies who won the gold medal.. They are St.John Ambulance, Band, Prefect Board, KPA, KRS and Kadet Polis..
And congratulation to those athletes who won the Best Athletes Award..
Lastly.. Congratulation to KPA won The Best Improvement..
But.. Why the overall champion for uniform bodies is Kadet Polis??!! That really SURPRISE me! Before they announced the result, I already heard many people said that this year the result will be very SURPRISE and not in everybody's expected.. After heard those rumors.. I already know that St.John not really have chance to win that award.. But I expect KPA or Girl Guides or KRS will won that award.. Cause headmaster keep praising KPA and Girl Guides.. KRS is really done very well!! Kadet Polis.. They really not that good! Many people already comment about them during rehearsal.. But what the hell the result is? I can see that many people are not satisfy with the result including Prefect Board themselves.. Another things that surprise me is Girl Guides just won 1st runner up! I thought they will won the gold medal!!!
2nd thing.. Red and Yellow teams won the 2nd runner up for the marching.. Green team won the 1st runner up for marching.. Our Blue team members are so excited to wait they announce the gold medal belongs to us and Purple team after they announced the 1st runner up.. But they just announced until the 1st runner up then straight announced others.. WTH??!! Then who is the champion for the marching??!! If we won this award.. We will get extra 20 marks and we will be the overall champion.. But they didn't announced and Red team become the overall champion! Everyone is scolding and there are no smile on everybody's face anymore.. The overall champion should belongs to us! Just because they didn't announce the champion of the marching!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!!
I already very moody and feel like crying after know that Kadet Polis won the overall champion for marching.. I gonna cry out.. I never think that the result for the houses also sucks!
After all.. I wanna go to comfort my dearest St.John.. But when I walked to them.. Everybody's face are damn sad and just keep quiet.. I understand.. YiTong cried :'( But she keep act nothing and ask them fall in.. I didn't saw Hui-Chuin and ShuNing.. But I believe 2 of them also cried especially Hui-Chuin..I saw YiTong like that I really don't know how to comfort and me myself also wanna cry :(
My last sport's day.. But WTH it is??!!
I really speechless!
St. John Ambulance.. You did very well! You are the BEST! Although all of us are not satisfy with the result but it already be the truth.. Nobody can change it.. Just be more optimistic.. Enjoy the process is more important than the result right? There are many things which is unfair in this world! I do believe you all have the strength but they won it because they are lucky than you all.. No matter what.. I still support and I still loves you all as always! HEHS SJAM the BEST! :D
This is the 1st year I am not the athlete and not represent my uniform body.. I am just take part in the marching for my blue team.. Such a failure! The last year of my sport's day but I am just the one who marching!
Rehearsal for 2 times.. Our 2nd time is better than the 1st time.. Every uniform bodies and houses keep cheering for themselves before the sport's day start.. I love that feel!
Every marching teams try their best to perform well.. I am so nervous when we get ready to march.. I am nervous not for myself,my team and my uniform body.. But is because of my dearest St.John.. 1 of the reason I so care St.John this year is because the commander is my beloved Hui-Chuin and my love,YiTong and ShuNing are there..
After finish marching,the events start.. I am not the athlete this year but I help my team members accept the rewards 2 times! Damn shame!
I also keep cheering for my blue team members when they are running.. I love that feel too!
JunShiang is the leader of Purple team but I think he had an accident last night.. His hand and leg injured and at last he not take part in any event.. Feel so sorry for not go and greet him :/
Finally the day ends.. But it ends very imperfectly!
1st of all.. Congratulation to those uniform bodies who won the gold medal.. They are St.John Ambulance, Band, Prefect Board, KPA, KRS and Kadet Polis..
And congratulation to those athletes who won the Best Athletes Award..
Lastly.. Congratulation to KPA won The Best Improvement..
But.. Why the overall champion for uniform bodies is Kadet Polis??!! That really SURPRISE me! Before they announced the result, I already heard many people said that this year the result will be very SURPRISE and not in everybody's expected.. After heard those rumors.. I already know that St.John not really have chance to win that award.. But I expect KPA or Girl Guides or KRS will won that award.. Cause headmaster keep praising KPA and Girl Guides.. KRS is really done very well!! Kadet Polis.. They really not that good! Many people already comment about them during rehearsal.. But what the hell the result is? I can see that many people are not satisfy with the result including Prefect Board themselves.. Another things that surprise me is Girl Guides just won 1st runner up! I thought they will won the gold medal!!!
2nd thing.. Red and Yellow teams won the 2nd runner up for the marching.. Green team won the 1st runner up for marching.. Our Blue team members are so excited to wait they announce the gold medal belongs to us and Purple team after they announced the 1st runner up.. But they just announced until the 1st runner up then straight announced others.. WTH??!! Then who is the champion for the marching??!! If we won this award.. We will get extra 20 marks and we will be the overall champion.. But they didn't announced and Red team become the overall champion! Everyone is scolding and there are no smile on everybody's face anymore.. The overall champion should belongs to us! Just because they didn't announce the champion of the marching!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!!
I already very moody and feel like crying after know that Kadet Polis won the overall champion for marching.. I gonna cry out.. I never think that the result for the houses also sucks!
After all.. I wanna go to comfort my dearest St.John.. But when I walked to them.. Everybody's face are damn sad and just keep quiet.. I understand.. YiTong cried :'( But she keep act nothing and ask them fall in.. I didn't saw Hui-Chuin and ShuNing.. But I believe 2 of them also cried especially Hui-Chuin..I saw YiTong like that I really don't know how to comfort and me myself also wanna cry :(
My last sport's day.. But WTH it is??!!
I really speechless!
St. John Ambulance.. You did very well! You are the BEST! Although all of us are not satisfy with the result but it already be the truth.. Nobody can change it.. Just be more optimistic.. Enjoy the process is more important than the result right? There are many things which is unfair in this world! I do believe you all have the strength but they won it because they are lucky than you all.. No matter what.. I still support and I still loves you all as always! HEHS SJAM the BEST! :D
Friday, 13 July 2012
这个世界怎么了
这个世界到底怎么了?
还是我自己太失败 无法参与这个现实 自私自利 冷血无情的社会?
路人见死不救 我已经对这个世界很失望 感到很心酸了
我只是没想到 班上竟然还有同学也是这样的一个人
对他们来说 这些都不关他们的事 何必多此一举 为自己添加麻烦呢?
甚至觉得帮助他们 我们或许会被骗
你说如果是认识的就会帮 难道你没有想过陌生人会骗你 认识的就不会骗你吗? 你也残忍的太天真了..
还说是我们的同情太泛滥 我们很虚伪
你们认为自己是真实的 那不是真实 那是很现实!
我真的受不了!!
我不是说每个人都值得同情 但他是无辜的耶 他是一个生命啊!
他本来或许还有继续生存的机会 就是因为有你们这些人 他就这样地离开了人间..
你们根本就是间接的杀了他嘛! 你们根本没有权利夺走他继续生存的权利!
帮人有那么困难吗? 你们这样见死不救 过得了自己的良心吗?
你们有没有想过 如果你是那个婆婆 你明明还在呼吸着 你明明还能再见你的家人 你明明还有明天 但有人走过 却对你视而不见 你会有什么感受? 难道你没有接受过别人的帮助吗? 难道你的世界就只有你自己吗?
就算你不帮哪个婆婆想一想 你也想一想他的家人啊! 在一夜之间就那么失去一个家人 他们的感受 你有想过吗? 最痛苦的不是哪个婆婆 而是他的家人..
还有 每个人都有他们的私隐
或许你觉得很好笑或是什么的
但那是别人的事 不关你的事啊!
你就一直把它当成笑话 一传再传 你有想过别人的感受吗? 你有想过自己的一举一动都太过分了吗?
或许 你没有感受过当你无助时 真的需要帮助时 别人却不相信你 就这样地走过
或许 你没有真正失去过对你很重要且有意义的人 事 物
但我可以很确定的说 你的世界里你自己最重要
你根本不懂什么是尊重 什么是为别人着想
不是一句对不起就可以换来一声没关系
不是一句对不起就可以当作没事发生过
有些伤痕在心中 就算痊愈了 疤还是有在的
但我相信这个世界还没有那么的差
虽然我的父母再也不是一对夫妻
但相隔了那么多年 恩恩怨怨了将近十年
妈妈生病了 爸爸还是会叫我们多照顾她
还告诉我 每个人都需要关心的 她为我们操心了那么多年 现在的我们不应该再让她操心 反而应多关心她 不说不代表不需要
还是我自己太失败 无法参与这个现实 自私自利 冷血无情的社会?
我只是没想到 班上竟然还有同学也是这样的一个人
对他们来说 这些都不关他们的事 何必多此一举 为自己添加麻烦呢?
甚至觉得帮助他们 我们或许会被骗
你说如果是认识的就会帮 难道你没有想过陌生人会骗你 认识的就不会骗你吗? 你也残忍的太天真了..
还说是我们的同情太泛滥 我们很虚伪
你们认为自己是真实的 那不是真实 那是很现实!
我真的受不了!!
我不是说每个人都值得同情 但他是无辜的耶 他是一个生命啊!
他本来或许还有继续生存的机会 就是因为有你们这些人 他就这样地离开了人间..
你们根本就是间接的杀了他嘛! 你们根本没有权利夺走他继续生存的权利!
帮人有那么困难吗? 你们这样见死不救 过得了自己的良心吗?
你们有没有想过 如果你是那个婆婆 你明明还在呼吸着 你明明还能再见你的家人 你明明还有明天 但有人走过 却对你视而不见 你会有什么感受? 难道你没有接受过别人的帮助吗? 难道你的世界就只有你自己吗?
就算你不帮哪个婆婆想一想 你也想一想他的家人啊! 在一夜之间就那么失去一个家人 他们的感受 你有想过吗? 最痛苦的不是哪个婆婆 而是他的家人..
还有 每个人都有他们的私隐
或许你觉得很好笑或是什么的
但那是别人的事 不关你的事啊!
你就一直把它当成笑话 一传再传 你有想过别人的感受吗? 你有想过自己的一举一动都太过分了吗?
或许 你没有感受过当你无助时 真的需要帮助时 别人却不相信你 就这样地走过
或许 你没有真正失去过对你很重要且有意义的人 事 物
但我可以很确定的说 你的世界里你自己最重要
你根本不懂什么是尊重 什么是为别人着想
不是一句对不起就可以换来一声没关系
不是一句对不起就可以当作没事发生过
有些伤痕在心中 就算痊愈了 疤还是有在的
但我相信这个世界还没有那么的差
虽然我的父母再也不是一对夫妻
但相隔了那么多年 恩恩怨怨了将近十年
妈妈生病了 爸爸还是会叫我们多照顾她
还告诉我 每个人都需要关心的 她为我们操心了那么多年 现在的我们不应该再让她操心 反而应多关心她 不说不代表不需要
Monday, 9 July 2012
08072012 :)
To somebody :
Don't think that you are professional and very understand me.. I wanna to say that elder doesn't mean that have more knowledge..
And.. Every person's interest is not same.. What you like doesn't mean that I like it too.. Don't even try to force me to listen to you and follow you in those meaningless things. I also wanna to said it again.. I am not the kind of people who like branded things!
I hate people do something through relation most! And you are here to ask me whether I need help through this way.. Erhemm! I don't need you to help me to success.. I believe in myself.. Even though I fail, I also will just blame myself but I will feel better than if I get help from you! What you are doing not only look down me but you are also insult my personality! No matter you ask me for how many times, my answer will never change.. That's NO!
Finally meet my aunt and Vida.. I have been few month didn't meet them.. She said me fat jorr.. Hmm.. I'm okayy with that cause I know myself become fat currently..
My mum keep asking us wanna go where to have dinner.. They don't have any opinion and I just said Queensbay.. Again.. I just wanna visit HER.. If just simply wanna have dinner.. I will prefer go other place..
Go POPULAR before dinner again.. Finally I found her >> My beloved sister SuFen.. Chat with her awhile and give her the present that I bought long time ago.. I feel happy whenever I meet her although nothing special happen.. Just feel warm? Cause I really feel lucky and proud because I have her as my sister :)
Don't think that you are professional and very understand me.. I wanna to say that elder doesn't mean that have more knowledge..
And.. Every person's interest is not same.. What you like doesn't mean that I like it too.. Don't even try to force me to listen to you and follow you in those meaningless things. I also wanna to said it again.. I am not the kind of people who like branded things!
I hate people do something through relation most! And you are here to ask me whether I need help through this way.. Erhemm! I don't need you to help me to success.. I believe in myself.. Even though I fail, I also will just blame myself but I will feel better than if I get help from you! What you are doing not only look down me but you are also insult my personality! No matter you ask me for how many times, my answer will never change.. That's NO!
Finally meet my aunt and Vida.. I have been few month didn't meet them.. She said me fat jorr.. Hmm.. I'm okayy with that cause I know myself become fat currently..
My mum keep asking us wanna go where to have dinner.. They don't have any opinion and I just said Queensbay.. Again.. I just wanna visit HER.. If just simply wanna have dinner.. I will prefer go other place..
Go POPULAR before dinner again.. Finally I found her >> My beloved sister SuFen.. Chat with her awhile and give her the present that I bought long time ago.. I feel happy whenever I meet her although nothing special happen.. Just feel warm? Cause I really feel lucky and proud because I have her as my sister :)
KeXin's 17th Birthday :)
最近 自己也不知道发生什么事 精神差了许多
不管是午觉还是平时晚上睡觉 都睡不好 常常发了一些很莫名其妙的梦 然后醒来 也常常会有一些怪脾气 我..到底怎么了??
前几天 我接到了一通电话.. 她想我了 其实我很想告诉她 我也很想她 已经好几个月没回去了 我还是一样天天吃着她煮的菜肴 但我已经很久没吃她煮的饭了她还说: " 那么久没见到你了 都不知道你有没有瘦去 还是胖了呢?" 我知道你一直很担心我为了减肥不吃 你还是喜欢看我比较胖的样子 我很想告诉你 我还是一样 我并没有瘦去 我三餐都有吃 不必担心我:)) 我真的也很想你和我最爱的 Vida :')
Although I am 7teen now, but you still think that I am a little girl, still always worry about you.. Thank you and sorry :')
我亲爱的兄弟姐妹们 你的DaJie / AhMui 在这里.. 看到你们过得不好 我真的很心痛很难受 既然你们肯把我当成DaJie / AhMui 我们就是一家人 不是吗? 但是 你们一直这样下去 我很担心啊! 不管发生什么事情 我发誓 我不会离开你们 :))
我变了许多? 我承认 我的却跟以往不一样 现在的我 不会再忍受也不会再勉强自己做我不喜欢的事 反而觉得光明正大的爱 光明正大的不喜欢比起过着那些虚伪的日子好过很多很多.. 或许这本来就是原本的自己 只是以前的我不敢表现出来.. 终于懂了 我就是我 我不是为了你而活
Back to the topic..
06072012 >> KeXin's birthday :)
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We celebrate her birthday with Wnnie and AhJie at Neway, Queensbay.. 3 of us just know her for half year.. And this year of course is our 1st time help her celebrate :) Then we have our dinner at Pizza Hut.. After that.. AhJie and KeXin back.. Teoh join us watch 'The Amazing Spiderman' in 3D.. Before the movie.. We bought my favourite Chatime and take it in to the cinema secretly :D The movie is not bad just normal lurr..
After movie, he bring us go and and eat Cha Quay Diao as supper.. When we are having supper, he shared many of his adventure stories with us.. :)
I reached home at 12.30am.. This is my very 1st time reached home at midnight!
Wnnie and I treat him watch the movie.. But he.. He really treat me very well.. He treat me Chatime, Cha Quay Diao, bought me fipper, give me Blackball's card which is full of the stamp (I can get 1 free blackball) and send me back... Don't know why he want to buy me the slipper.. I said NO many time.. But he say wanna choose for me == Really thank you so much la, my beloved sir :)
The 1st station when I reached Queensbay is POPULAR as usual.. SHE is not there.. SHE told me that SHE off on Friday before.. But I always believe in miracle.. After Neway and before dinner.. AhJie accompany me go to POPULAR again.. I still hope SHE is there.. But the truth is SHE really off on Friday.. Hmm. Not really very disappointed because I already knew that that is a MIRACLE if she is working that day. Feel naive huh?
不管是午觉还是平时晚上睡觉 都睡不好 常常发了一些很莫名其妙的梦 然后醒来 也常常会有一些怪脾气 我..到底怎么了??
前几天 我接到了一通电话.. 她想我了 其实我很想告诉她 我也很想她 已经好几个月没回去了 我还是一样天天吃着她煮的菜肴 但我已经很久没吃她煮的饭了她还说: " 那么久没见到你了 都不知道你有没有瘦去 还是胖了呢?" 我知道你一直很担心我为了减肥不吃 你还是喜欢看我比较胖的样子 我很想告诉你 我还是一样 我并没有瘦去 我三餐都有吃 不必担心我:)) 我真的也很想你和我最爱的 Vida :')
Although I am 7teen now, but you still think that I am a little girl, still always worry about you.. Thank you and sorry :')
我亲爱的兄弟姐妹们 你的DaJie / AhMui 在这里.. 看到你们过得不好 我真的很心痛很难受 既然你们肯把我当成DaJie / AhMui 我们就是一家人 不是吗? 但是 你们一直这样下去 我很担心啊! 不管发生什么事情 我发誓 我不会离开你们 :))
我变了许多? 我承认 我的却跟以往不一样 现在的我 不会再忍受也不会再勉强自己做我不喜欢的事 反而觉得光明正大的爱 光明正大的不喜欢比起过着那些虚伪的日子好过很多很多.. 或许这本来就是原本的自己 只是以前的我不敢表现出来.. 终于懂了 我就是我 我不是为了你而活
Back to the topic..
06072012 >> KeXin's birthday :)
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We celebrate her birthday with Wnnie and AhJie at Neway, Queensbay.. 3 of us just know her for half year.. And this year of course is our 1st time help her celebrate :) Then we have our dinner at Pizza Hut.. After that.. AhJie and KeXin back.. Teoh join us watch 'The Amazing Spiderman' in 3D.. Before the movie.. We bought my favourite Chatime and take it in to the cinema secretly :D The movie is not bad just normal lurr..
After movie, he bring us go and and eat Cha Quay Diao as supper.. When we are having supper, he shared many of his adventure stories with us.. :)
I reached home at 12.30am.. This is my very 1st time reached home at midnight!
Wnnie and I treat him watch the movie.. But he.. He really treat me very well.. He treat me Chatime, Cha Quay Diao, bought me fipper, give me Blackball's card which is full of the stamp (I can get 1 free blackball) and send me back... Don't know why he want to buy me the slipper.. I said NO many time.. But he say wanna choose for me == Really thank you so much la, my beloved sir :)
The 1st station when I reached Queensbay is POPULAR as usual.. SHE is not there.. SHE told me that SHE off on Friday before.. But I always believe in miracle.. After Neway and before dinner.. AhJie accompany me go to POPULAR again.. I still hope SHE is there.. But the truth is SHE really off on Friday.. Hmm. Not really very disappointed because I already knew that that is a MIRACLE if she is working that day. Feel naive huh?
Sunday, 1 July 2012
Meaningless Day
30062012 # Saturday # boring # meaningless # lonely # co curriculum
Half of intercators are absent for today's activity.. Some are St. John members and they have flag day.. Some goes to take photo for their club and society..
I really alone and boring! Accompany XinNi go and do those EDMS thing and chit-chat with her.. We have been a long time didn't chit-chat together.. Know some BIG secret again!! After chit-chat, found that some people are really dangerous.. I really don't capable to have those kind of people as friend @@
Come to KPA.. Do nothing again @@ Really wasting time and really meaningless..
Actually don't feel like attend activity today but I need to pass up my Account folio.. So that is a must I go to school ==
And finally I done all my folio :)) Actually need to say thanks to JunShiang.. Because of him, I can done my Sivik folio so fast and efficient because I help him do his :)
Lastly, today is St. John's flag day.. As their supporter, of course support and donate some money for them.. I donate 3 times :)
Half of intercators are absent for today's activity.. Some are St. John members and they have flag day.. Some goes to take photo for their club and society..
I really alone and boring! Accompany XinNi go and do those EDMS thing and chit-chat with her.. We have been a long time didn't chit-chat together.. Know some BIG secret again!! After chit-chat, found that some people are really dangerous.. I really don't capable to have those kind of people as friend @@
Come to KPA.. Do nothing again @@ Really wasting time and really meaningless..
Actually don't feel like attend activity today but I need to pass up my Account folio.. So that is a must I go to school ==
And finally I done all my folio :)) Actually need to say thanks to JunShiang.. Because of him, I can done my Sivik folio so fast and efficient because I help him do his :)
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