22062012 :)

Actually I wanna write 'HEHS annual school concert 2012' as the title of this post.. But I don't think it is really suitable..

The day before the 1st night concert... I text and give wishes and support to 9 person.. They are my dearest,ShuNing and most of the performers from 4M2/2011 ♥

I think this year will be the last year for me to watch our school concert... I watch it every year but just Form 4 is watch it free because I was on duty as interactors..

Before go to the concert, go 1st avenue with Shuang, Wnnie, Ah Jie, KeXin and Teoh..

Redbox with Shuang, Wnnie and Teoh only but we do enjoy much :)) Teoh and Wnnie sing very well!! I love it when Shuang, Wnnie and me sing Super Star! And many songs I sing with Teoh! Actually can said that I love every songs we sing together >< After redbox, we only go and meet AhJie and KeXin.. We accompany Teoh shop awhile.. He bought some shirts or pants at Brands Outlet and a sunglasses.. Our senior, Chuah Xiang Yue is working there.. Wow! He become so handsome yaa!!

5 of us :))

Teoh really very sayang me and I know it.. Of course I appreciate it because I love him too ♥

After that, Teoh fetch all of us to Dewan Sri Pinang.. It was still early and I go and visit my dearest 1st.. 

The concert start.. Seriously I feel that this year performance are quite boring and not special.. A lot of programme let me fall asleep.. 

Chinese Orchestra is better than previous year but I still feel boring.. I know that is my problem because I don't know how to enjoy it..

Choir has too many programme and I already watch 4 of it during assembly.. I thought all the audience will sing together with them when they sing 月亮代表我的心 and You Raise Me Up.. But they don't. And seriously I don't feel touch when they sing You Raise Me Up though this song has a big meaning for me @@

Harmonica is boring.. They played some songs that almost everybody know in previous year but this year they don't..

Dance Club.. I really speechless.. It really become worst and worst.. Seriously I don't think they will get any award for all the coming competition..

Wushu just average.. Didn't have any surprise compared to last year..

Drama.. Feel that it is too short and don't have an ending.. And all scene is just cry and cry.. Boring! And really worst compared to previous year.. Drama always gave audience surprise and their stage property really awesome previously.. But it become very worst coming to current years @@

Band is the BEST! Jazz band and band always be my favourite.. And this year they give me and other audience a lot of surprise! I will never forget it! It really awesome ♥

This year some of the master of ceremonies sucks! 

Intercators are too slow for adjusting the mic.. They used more than 20 sec to adjust the mic!

Saw many ex-student come and watch the concert.. But I don't think I will come back next year because this year really very disappointing..

School Reopen After 2 Weeks Break

After break for 2 weeks , it's time to back to school..

Before back to school, as HEHS student, of course should cut the hair and nails.. Ermmmm.. My hair is the worst for this year @@ Not going to complain or say it anymore.

As class secretary, I was so busy for the NILAM.. All the things must be done at 12.6.2012.. Our headmaster has an order that all of us need to write 6 NILAM for this break.. I know not everybody will do it.. But I quite happy that my classmates at least pass up to me although not complete.. They didn't let me in a dilemma.. Thanks for cooperation :))

Take back the result.. Hmm.. Some got improve but some regress.. My Sejarah still can't pass, really worry about that.. Econs.. Hmm.. I really not satisfy.. I rather teacher scold me again but she doesn't.. She still can play a fool with me like still okay with it.. Urghh!! Account and Math really disappointing /.\ 

I know when I didn't smile, I look fierce.. But I don't hope to be like this.. My attitude based on how you treat me but my personality will not affected by you.

Interact Club.. Always announced ask all members gathered at foyer.. Seems like got something really important.. But it just really wasting my time.. This is not the 1st time.. Ask us come down and then read out some name then ask us back to class again.. What the hell??!! If you just want to skip the class, please find the other way. All the things already announce in facebook.. I understand that not everyone got online or have a facebook account.. But when you announced ask members down to gathered, can you just specified the announce? I not means read out the name but at least say like those who is on duty at some event or what.. Not call all the members down and waste the time.. Then only start say rubbish and ask us back again.. I am sure that I won't gathered whenever Interact Club make announce anymore! Say me like very proud, annoying or what.. I don't care.. I don't think I need to be friendly to you all.

This few days mum and bro like got many things to chat.. But I feel vexed @@ From their conversation.. I know that although I pass the car, but doesn't mean that I got my freedom.. Car is belongs to bro.. And for sure he won't always let me drive out.. So.. I so early learn car for what?!
Since I was small.. You all already look down upon me.. Always think that I am useless.. I can't do this do that successfully or what.. I already use to it but I still hate it.. This is 1 of the reason I don't think family is important to me cause I never get support and I never feel warm..

Really not in mood.. Luckily I got my sisters again!♥  A hug from dearests and just simply chat with them, I feel very happy automatically :) And thanks my beloved Ah Jie listen to me and accompany me go and eat again :)) Ah Mui loves you ♥

Lesson from '犀利人妻'

What I had done for this holiday?
Stay at house and busy for folios and watch the series 犀利人妻..
I know I am slow to watch this series ==

What I have learn from this series?
I really agree what people said 世上没有丑女人  只有懒女人
If a girl really put effort to dress up herself nicely, it may bring some benefits to herself.
It doesn't mean that dress up ourselves is like wear a mask and lie others..
It is a kind of confidence if girls know how to dress up themselves :)
Nothing is impossible, if we put effort to do it and believe in ourselves, sure we can do it!

Actually I hate those girls who always cry, not independent, vexatious and  inconsiderate to others since I was small.. I just love and admire the girl which is independent and strong.
And I hate SORRY.. If you are wrong, and you say SORRY, is there any meaning there? Sometimes SORRY this word will make me more hate you and I will feel very ignominious.. Of course if you didn't say SORRY after you did something wrongly, it is also unforgivable! Some mistakes can be compensate but some can't especially after you broke a person's heart!
After watch this series.. I more hate those kinds of girls and SORRY.


Don't say you can't live without him or her.. Please think before you said.. How you survive before he or she came into your life? He or she means a lot to you but do you means a lot to he or she? Don't be so naive.. If you really hurt by someone, don't cry.. That is meaningless..The BEST way to revenge > Be a success person! Be more happy than him or her! 生活是甜的  未来也是甜的     不要怕  不管结局是怎样 都不要怕  真正犀利的人  是勇敢做自己

Don't too believe a person.. If you too believe a person, you will be the loser. Don't hate the people who lie you, just blame yourself.. Who ask you to believe him or her?
I don't trust love.. The main reason of course is my family.. How could you ask me to trust love since I have a family background like this? I also feel that my freedom will be lose if I am in a relationship..I doesn't means that a lover is a burden just I need to control all my activities @@
And I found that girl can be stronger if she is independent although she is single.. Who said girls need a boyfriend or husband only can alive? For me.. I feel that a success lady should be independent and strong enough to face all the obstacles..
I know many people especially my siblings hope I can faster have a boyfriend.. But seriously I don't think I need.. I may fall in love with someone but I never think I want in a relationship :) I can't stop or control myself to fall in love.. But I am the girl who is not so easy to accept a person because I really don't trust in LOVE :)




I fall in love with 隋棠 after watch this series! She is damn pretty and attractive laa ♥

Perfect  :)

These is what I feel and think.. Thanks if you agree with me.. If you are not, you may leave some comment but please do respect.. I didn't ask you to agree :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MELVYN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO, MELVYN!!
Stay healthy and all the best to you! :)
May your dreams come true yaa :D

Hey, I miss you laa :'(
When you gonna leave Malaysia, you told me you will be back after 3 years..
But after chat with you through facebook, you say you still need to study 3 years for secondary school and you will study college and university at there too.. I know of course you will work at there after finish study..
I ask you are you immigrating? You say not sure but I think 95% baa :(
When can I meet you? Not after 3 years.. But at least 5 years.. Maybe 10 years? Or more than that? Will you still remember you have me as your sis?

I still remember I asked you 'Hey, got anyone treat you so good like me? We are not in a same class already.' this year..
You just smile and you said you want be independent already.. Hmm.. I hope so :) But I hope I can continue to treat you good laa :(

You also told me that you didn't use that phone number anymore.. I know but I really not willing to delete it from my phone.. I still keep our conservation.. I know it is meaningless and I look stupid.. But.. I really don't dare to delete :( I wait for you to come back and tell me your new number and help me delete this unavailable number.. But I think I can wait you but my phone can't.. I don't think my phone won't spoil or what for so many years @@ So just let the phone help me delete it.. Let us see how long can my phone wait for you :)

No matter what.. I still love you ♥

2nd and 3rd of June 2012

My last outing gave to my beloved Vivian :)
Watch Snow White and The Huntsman alone.. Awesome!
Then sing k with her lurr..
Her cousin fetch us back.. Her cousin is damn nice and cute!! Although just sit her car for around 10-15 min, but I can see that she is the person I like xD If she is my friend, That was great! ><


Help grandma celebrate her birthday with all the relatives..
Hmm.. Found that it is so hard to let me choose a clothing to attend any party or what ==

Happen the same thing.. Every time family gathering.. I will just join my sisters.. And HE will go.. And I force to smile to him when I saw him @@ I can high with everyone except HIM and mum.. When they high, it's the time I down.. But I don't want to care it.. Just don't look at them and continue eating or talk with my sister.. Actually quite obvious, but nobody dare to scold me or what ><

Already so many years but so sorry I really won't accept you.. You treat my mum well that is your business, I don't care.. As long as you don't interrupt my life..

I also hope that my family gathering can be very happy but maybe is my personal problem.. I not really enjoy :)


爸 你是这世界上最爱我的人  也是我生命中最重要的男人
你很少对我发脾气
可是 有时候你莫名奇妙地对我发脾气  你那一副凶巴巴的样子  每次都让我的眼泪流不停
当然 你从来不会看见我的眼泪
虽然你不是和我同在一个屋檐下  但是你却明白我的心在想什么
我不是公主 我不是不能挨骂  我也不是搏同情
或许只能这么说 我的眼泪一直都败在我爱的人身上




Lastly.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest RuSin :DD DaJie loves you  ♥