伤 ------- 痛

肩伤越来越严重  整个手臂也快要动弹不得

腰和颈项也受伤了

除了平时的活动之外  就连睡觉也很辛苦

根本不能动

整个身体的右边  就好像废了

真的什么事也做不了

只是一个小动作  我也感觉到很痛了 

很不幸的 又在厕所里滑倒

左脚受伤了  右手更是伤上加伤

旧伤未甩开  新伤就来缠身

现在全身是伤   做什么都很辛苦

只想躺在床上  

希望快点痊愈 恢复我日常生活的活动

Badminton :)

28.5.2012 -- Play badminton with my dear 5E1 classmates Aaron  Shuang  KeanWei  ChengJin  Syushilil  KhengSoon

Early in the morning, get ready and wait Syushilil come and fetch me. This is the very 1st time I sit my friend's motor. Err.. I never think that my 1st time will gave to him ><

Hmm.. Feel sleepy actually but got a bit excited.. I have been a long time didn't play badminton or exercise == But I do love badminton much..

After we reach, they start playing.. I sit a side and just wait for Shuang come.. After she come.. It's our turn! :) Found that I am slow to be in the situation.. After a moment.. I only can into the state.. I also found that my stamina still okayy but my hand's energy is really limited ==

I know my leg get injured easily so I warm up my leg before I play.. But at the end.. My leg is okayy but my hand and shoulder injured quite serious.. I can't even lift my hand /.\ After awhile, I feel that my toes is not okayy too.. But I don't care at all and just continue playing..

When I back to home and take off my shoes.. My sock becomes red! I get shocked and faster take off my socks.. My toes is bleeding == I never think it will be like that @@

It's a very tired day but it worst :)

Red :)

Loves :)

I'm Not GENEROUS

I know the 1st impression I gave you all is friendly or some will feel that I am cool.. But mostly is friendly after I asked xD

But most of you don't even know I got some weird bad temper..

I got my rules in everything..

I am not that previous me anymore.. 

I can't endure and won't tolerate anymore!!

I am not that good!!

Since you broke the promise for the 1st time.. I will just ignore and unfriend you anymore.. I don't care who are you! I am not that GENEROUS enough to forgive!

If you want to borrow my thing.. I don't care just for few seconds or for days.. If you didn't get my permission.. Don't even try to touch! Again.. I need to say that 'I am not that GENEROUS!'

Since I was small.. I already have been trained to be a very independent girl.. I already use to do all my things by myself.. So, I always dislike most of this new generation need to reliance on others only can survive.. I hate prince and princess! 

As I said.. I got my rules in everything.. If you can't follow.. Then just don't meddle! Nobody ask you to follow and I never ask you for help! You are just destroy what I had done! This is not the 1st time..

* I don't hope to be so no manners or what.. But I really can't endure anymore!*

You can say that I'm not generous, I always think negatively or what.. Yess.. You never offend me.. But so sorry I won't accept you forever! I don't care how well you treat me or what.. Just let me be ironic : Who ask you to treat me good? I never need it! And I am sure I won't regret because of don't appreciate you! I don't want to dislike you too.. But you are always a stranger for me.

I am the girl which not really reliance to family.. I already use to do and settle everything by myself.. I never get support from family in doing something too.. Or can I say they never trust me? So.. Don't suddenly treat me too good..I don't need! I will just feel that very ingenuous!

A Day with Wendy :)

Finally,1B exam is over..

Before the exam, some unhappy things happened on me.. But those things not really influence me for the exam.. But I don't know why I can't focus and I not nervous for the exam at all.. I look so relax..

For sure.. My result getting worst.. Last time 1A exam's result is the worst compare to last year.. How about this time? I know it myself seriously..
Last time I still promised myself that this time I should get 1st position in class.. And I still asked my dearest sisters try to duty during my graduation day.. Cause I will receive an award--1st or 2nd position in class.. I hope they can see it.. But is it will just happen in m dream? This time my position will still maintain there? I hate people broke their promise but I break the promise that I gave myself! So I still have the right to hate others?

Before exam,Wendy knew that I moody and already invite me out and sing..
And we did it today! Really vent when singing!
We sing a lot S.H.E's songs!! Whee.. Seriously hope they faster have a new album soon.. I know they may have their new album this year end.. I am waiting and for sure I support and love them as always :)
Their next concert.. I think I will be going!
Have a nice dessert >> BlackBall :)

Enjoy the dessert :)

Actually wanna go night market. But no transport== And actually wanna asked Darren out to night market with me and he can fetch me too..But seems like he is so busy so at last I didn't ask him.. We haven't come out and meet yet :(

Hmm.. Not really disappointed but heart quite pain when I know that Datuk Lee CW's leg get injured quite serious.. Hmm.. Hope it will not influence him in the Olympics! 
Datuk Lee CW.. I know you can! I know you won't give up! I know you will adhere to the end! I give you support here!! Jiayouuuusssss!! You are always my idol :)

Don't force me! I will be more rebel if you continue to be like that!

厌恶

不知道最近怎么了
很多事情都看不顺眼


1. 才发现 人与人之间不能太了解 不能零秘密
就算再好 也要保存属于自己的空间
当太了解对方时  你就会发现他的优缺点
也在同时 你就可以很清楚你到底多爱对方
如果你会很讨厌对方的某些缺点  也因此不想再继续那么好
很确定的 你不是你想象中的那么爱他

在别人眼中 或许是人人羡慕的好朋友 / 情侣
但是自己才是最清楚这段感情是值得人人羡慕的吗?
或许  人就是那么犯贱
近在眼前的不会珍惜 反而远在天边的却是那么的奢望


2. 学生情侣越来越多
说真的  我从来没有羡慕甚至吃醋
反而觉得幼稚 很儿戏
不是男的在欺骗 就是女的在玩弄其感情
很多好像都要依赖对方才能活下去
自己的一点的尊严也没有
或许是我已经习惯自立的生活 我不靠别人 所以才有这样的想法


3. 你们都有权利选择要不要相信我
如果选择了相信 但结果我让你们失望了
不要来责怪我
说讽刺一点  谁叫你们要相信?
但如果你们选择了不相信 而结果证明我是对的
不要来我面前说对不起和废话
我不想听 我也很讨厌



发现自己好像厌恶了这个世界
我也不知道自己发生了什么事
只是不想再理会所有的事
别人想怎样就怎样 我不会再去在乎

Thanks Those Who Let Me Smile Again :)

I know everybody already use to see my smile and sometimes being crazy..
I suddenly keep silence and never smile for whole day.. All of you get shocked right?
And I really know many of you miss my smile and keep trying to make me happy..

So sorry for let you all worry me..  And thanks those who cheer me up :)
Darren  You quite success to let me smile again! You quite understand me maa ><
Shuang  Just a simple message but can let me feel better.. Thanks for listen to me too :)
Ah Jie  Thanks for accompany me eat the dessert and share something with me :)
Darling  You know what I am thinking too.. Thanks for concern :)
Wendy  Hmm.. You know sing can let me feel better and thanks for inviting me out to sing soon :)
WenXin & Katherine  I know you 2 miss Da Jie's smile.. And thanks for give me some advice :)


Exam is coming soon.. What the hell I am doing? Don't have the study mood at all! Open the books but keep thinking other things.. Ishkkkkkk! Result sure getting worst.. /.\


最近身体又出了些状况.. Hope to get better soon..

Goodbye... Melvyn :(

07052012 The last Day for Melvyn in HEHS :(

Melvyn-- He is my good friend, my brother.. Know him since last year and we become so friend after half year baa.. Almost everyday sms.. We will find each sms when we are boring or whatever happen.. And our conversation always is the most in my phone..
He always let me smile and seldom let me feel mad.. Maybe I also quite sayang him pun laa.. Won't care or mind when he makes me angry or what..
He knows almost all my things.. And he really never tell others..

I know I hurt you before.. But you also never blame me or what.. You still loves me as always *friend's love*.. seriously.. I love you too :)

I never receive any news that you want leave HEHS or what.. Until I saw Pn. Tan SC's album.. Whyyyyyyyy?? You seriously makes me so sad now! :((

I will miss you :')

I never think that we have to separate now.. We become good friend not even reach 1 year! 

That day 02052012.. The last time we talk and talk for so long.. And last few days, you ask me to help you something but you also don't want to tell me that you gonna leave soon.. 

When will we meet again? :(( I seriously will always miss you :')

Anyway.. Have a nice trip to Australia! Good Luck and All the Best! I hope you will miss me too :)

5th & 6th of May 2012

05052012  Wesak Day # Dad's birthday # Ella's wedding # A-Mei's Concert # WenLin R.I.P.

Have a dinner with bro and dad at Times Square 台湾古早味 for celebrating dad's birthday :)
Meet Pn.Lily Cheah and her family, Pn.Tenh Siew Kim and her family, Pn,Kung Bee Choo and her family! But I just greet Pn.Lily Cheah and ShuNing.. The other 2 teachers.. I just walk by and saw them..

Congratulation Ella! Stay sweet and happy forever :)

Don't have the chance to see A-Mei's concert :( Her voice really awesome and I love her songs! I will go next time when I have enough money :)

WenLin > You are not my friend and I think I don't even know who are you.. Because of your liver failure.. You go to the another world on this day.. Hmm.. I believe you are a nice girl and many of your friends and family love you..
Anyway.. you won't so suffer anymore and God will bring you to another world and gives you a better life.. There will have a lot of angels at your side :) All of us wish you :) You are not at our side anymore but you live in our memory :)

Please learn to APPRECIATE.. Nobody knows what happen on next! 

06052012 A day with Ah Jie and Shuang.
Have a lunch at OldTown..Then we go Watsons.. After that back to Ah Jie house and draw the eye liner! xD Then just keep take those stupid photo >< Actually we wanna take some gym but Ah Jie forget take the pass card.. :( But never mind.. We continue take photo lurr xDD We decide to have an early dinner together but so sad Shuang's dad is coming to fetch her back that time.. Ah Jie's mum then fetch us go Sungai Pinang Food Court have the dinner.. Thanks aunt for treat me the dinner and fetch me back :))

Lunch :)

Stupid Us :)

The Last Sukan Tara in My Life

03052012 Annual Sukan Tara for HEHS

This is my very last Sukan Tara for me..And I hope to get at least 2 marks for my team. But I not only disappoint myself but my teams and teachers too /.\ The very last year but I do nothing for my teams! Urghhhhh

After done all those 3 event.. Girls have an early recess.. I bought soya bean and meet WenXin and SotSot.. SotSot poured her 100 plus into my soya bean! I still drink it.. == When I saw Hui-Chuin..I lie her and give that drinks to her.. But after that I take back cause I don't hope later she got anything and I don't want to harm her..

Go 5S4.. Meet they 2 again.. We chat with Li Ji too..Just awhile then get caught by discipline teacher /.\ Back to class.. Chat with Shuang and KeXin.. 2 of them really crazy. Haven't exam but keep thinking where to go during holiday.. Hmm.. Actually I also hope I can follow them out but you know 15th of April already is my last outing.. Maybe my mum still allow me out during this coming holiday.. But I know I can't too over.. Maybe just out for 1 or 2 days..

Go 5M1.. Chat with Ah Jie and Anita.. Hmm.. I don't understand some words that they create themselves.. /.\ The whole class full with girls that many come from other classes.. Pn. Lim Fong Ling didn't scold us :))

After boys back.. We just study for the last period and just 7 minutes! WooHoo!! :))

Some friends ask me that did I fall down? >< I just almost fall down but haven't xDD Just thigh injured again..
This year Sukan Tara.. Not enjoy it as last few years.. But still not bad laa ;))




Start to become a bad girl? For me.. I think I know how to protect myself but for others.. I become bad.. I don't care..For those people that I really dislike.. I will ignore.. I don't care how well our friendship is before.. I just know what should I do after knowing the real person you are! I am not that stupid to trust you or force myself to continue act to be so friend with you anymore.. Again.. I need to say that.. I don't need to act because I am not an actress.. I am who I am > Jelynn :)

If you continue to like this and make me mad.. I really will take some action! 

Family Day @ Labour Day

01052012-- Labour Day#Weekend#Family day

After BM tuition..
Have a lunch at 上海鼎 (1 of the shops beside Queensbay Mall) with mum, bro, kimpo, aunt and Vida..
A very late breakfast and a very early lunch for me.. Because we have the meal there around 11am... Hmm. Have a very nice meal there..
Saw KunShen with his bro and mum there..They just sit beside us..Actually I didn't saw and noticed him..But my bro suddenly say 'Eh.. The boy there is HEHS student too' Then I only noticed him..Actually I not sure that is him KunShen.. But after I saw his bro and I tell my bro and mum ' I think he is my friend lai guaa..' My bro ask me to call him..And actually I want..But got a bit paisheh to shout his name at the restaurant == After that.. He saw me too..Just smile to each and never talk..His mum looks so young and quite pretty!
Hmm.. I came to this restaurant before.. And I miss 1 of the waiter here that looks like 潘裕文.. My mum know his parents and help me ask.. So sad he didn't come and work today :(
Actually since I came to Queensbay again.. I just kckc ask my mum that later want shopping after the lunch or not. You know I just want to visit SuFen.. But last time happened something and my mum got a bit dislike her.. And I think my bro still don't know she work at there.. And I promised her don't tell him.. Just keep it as a secret. So.. I can't tell them that I want go in the mall is just want to visit her. I just can say I want shopping.. So sad bro got tuition later.. He very rush..

Evening.. Have a very early dinner again with mum, bro, kimpo, kukong, Jason, Evelynn, Elwin, Cheng and Vida at Bukit Tambun..
A seafood dinner :) The food of the restaurant regress compared to previous.. And I not really enjoy.. Cause the restaurant damn dirty.. There got a lots of flies and I feel hot!

My mum so funny that wanna ask YoonWei join us for the lunch and dinner.. So sad he got something to do when we jio him for lunch.. Dinner.. My mum didn't call him at last..
My bro also said that YW is his the best friend when Evelynn asked him.. How about me? I don't have :)



感觉变淡了  对你我也是一种好事  只想专注在SPM  没有时间去想这些无谓的事了  
是我的就是我的 不必再想  对吗? :)